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This is a venting post. I am here to vent. I just realized that friends can be cruel and mean and even imposter's. I hate the fact that I am supposed to be teaching my child how to be a good friend when even now as a grown adult I am seeing how there are other adults out there who just abuse the system. It is not like I haven't realized this before it's just more evident now. I am unfortunately unable to close my eyes and escape to the next friend. Am I really that bad? So many people have come and gone in my life lately and more often that not I have actually been told that I am too good for some. I hate that! I am not to good to be a friend. I have opened up and been myself only to have found out that I am only a mere acquaintance and not really a true friend. I find that the scars are no longer healing and it is much harder to just go on. I actually second guess talking to someone now. That being something that I would have never thought twice about before. There is something to be said about having your kids at a young age. I find that when we first started having kids everyone was all over us wanting to come over wanting to hold the babies, wanting to hang with us. Now that they are the ones having the kids and our little ones are not so little anymore we become not so important. We become the thought like "oh yah, whatever happened to that couple with the three kids? What were their names again? But life does go on and I do have real friends that I do cherish and love. Friends that I am good for.. For those friends you know who you are. Good job on being a true friend. Alright! I am done venting now. Thank you for listening.

In everything there is a season

Had a meeting with Ginny's teacher the other day. "Ginny is showing true leadership skills. She is so good at teaching and leading and then stepping back and letting the other kids try for themselves." It's what every parents dreams of hearing about their child.





Keegan has come such a long way in the last few months. God is working so much in his life. He has such a tender heart and loves to have a good laugh. Daddy's pointless jokes are the best to him.





Malakai is sure finding his own personality. The things he says and does since he has been in school is just amazing. The other morning the two of us sat at the table eating our breakfast in silence. "talk to me mommy" he says. There we sat chatting over our cereal. Who knew cereal could be so good.





Erin has been such a joy to our family. She also has come a long way in the few months that she has been with us. Little does Erin know that she is helping us to see the things we should cherish when our kids are young and the things that we should take a moment and listen too when they are older.





Then there is Me! This has been a trying year filled with laughs and tears. In it all I found a piece of myself that I have missed. It's good to find your self once and while. Even if it is just a piece.





Did I miss someone? How do I put this nicely? He was a chicken and didn't want his photo online. He's doing good though. still trudging along...trying to figure out how to cross the road.

Help Me!

I am trying to put one of my projects on here. I got it to work and it works great. One problem. The sound won't work. Help me someone. I don't want to show the finished project if there is no sound :(