Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so sensitive.  Sometimes I wish that I didn't toss stupid things I say and do over and over in my head.  I wish that stupid things didn't get under my skin and bring me to tears.  Sometimes I wish I was more like a turtle where I could just duck my head in my house and not worry about what others think of me.  Sometimes I wish that I could just brush things off and not care if they were intended to hurt me.  I wish that I didn't read into others actions so much.  Sometimes I wish that I wasn't quick to open my mouth and share what is going on in my head.

Sometimes I wish that I were somebody I am not.